He does feel it, like a jolt through him, and his eyes light up with a playful amusement to feel how worked up he's managing to get Sirius. "I never got the chance before," he says, "but I always thought about it. More than you know," he admits, thinking of the countless times he and Rick were in the den and he'd thought about getting to his knees before him.

"I can't come, my body won't let me. I can make you, though."