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roartonrisen ([personal profile] roartonrisen) wrote2016-09-10 05:58 pm

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It's there when he's coming back from getting groceries. All of a sudden, there's something very familiar looking looming outside of the Dimera Apartments and though Kieren wants to pretend that he doesn't know what it is, the shape of it and the plastic yellow tape warning people to stay away is something that pushes a chill down his newly sensitive skin. He can feel the dread as he nears it, clenching the groceries tighter.

Kieren's not sure he can even help how much he expects to see an awful sweater and Simon sitting on top of it, but there's no one there.

No one but his grave.

"“Gone is the face we loved so dear. Silent the voice we loved to hear," he hears Simon in his memory, thinks of the poetry that he'd rattled off the very first time they'd met.

And now, outside his apartment, there's a gravestone marking his death. He's alive again and human, but here's something reminding him that at eighteen years old, Kieren decided that he couldn't take it anymore and ended his life. Good thing he never got cremated, after all. Sitting gently down beside it, he's glad it's not Rick's grave, though he knows he might be tempting fate. Ice cream beginning to melt, Kieren can't exactly move, still trying to figure out what he even feels about all this.
thebloodtraitor: (uhm)

[personal profile] thebloodtraitor 2016-09-13 04:39 am (UTC)(link)
It's a surprising request, both of Sirius's eyebrows rising as he considers it before nodding as he drops his hand away.

"Could, yeah," he says. "Could do it right now even if you wanna scare the pants off a few Muggles." He doesn't bother keep a smile from creeping onto his lips then as he waggles an eyebrow. "Do you want to keep a piece or two, is that it?"

He hasn't a clue what Kieren might do with them, of course. Lay about him flat, maybe, a constant morbid reminder. Then again, if it helps him in some way, Sirius won't stop him. Couldn't even if he wanted to besides.
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[personal profile] thebloodtraitor 2016-09-13 03:48 pm (UTC)(link)
"The bit with the poem would be fairly large anyway," Sirius points out as he glance down at the size Kieren is approximating with his hands. He won't be able to guarantee the exact sizes of the pieces that might crumble away, but having spent many, many years blasting things to pieces, he has a fairly good idea of how far back he'll need to stand, at least.

Giving Kieren a light nudge, he pushes up to his feet then and pulls his wand from the back of his jeans.

"You're sure about this?" he asks as he walks a few feet away, glancing about for prying Muggle eyes. He'll be able to put it back if needs be, but he still wants to be certain. It'll be a rather jarring blast either way.
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[personal profile] thebloodtraitor 2016-09-14 12:41 am (UTC)(link)
"Have we?" he says because he's honestly not thought of it much at all. It's been a solid few months, he knows, and he keeps wondering at what point he'll start to panic about such a thing seeing as he's witnessed that sort of thing before. But so far, he hasn't.

He's not quite sure what that's supposed to mean.

Frowning a bit, he looks back at the stone before turning his attention to Kieren once more. "I'm not sure a bit of your gravestone is entirely romantic, is it? I mean, I do realize what it means and all that, but it seems a bit of a bad omen, doesn't it?"
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[personal profile] thebloodtraitor 2016-09-14 10:38 pm (UTC)(link)
"That sounds perfectly, obnoxious reasonable," Sirius replies with a hint of a grin to show he's teasing. Reaching back behind himself, he finds Kieren's hand with his free one and squeezes tight as he holds his wand in his other hand.

He considers his proximity and the force of his magic for a moment before carefully taking a few steps back, dragging Kieren along with him. Then he pulls in a breath and says, "Reducto!" as he swishes and points, sending a zap from the tip of his wand straight into the stone, blasting it dozens of pieces with a great crack.
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[personal profile] thebloodtraitor 2016-09-15 03:33 pm (UTC)(link)
"You know that thing I said about terrible omens," Sirius remarks at that with a faint sneer. He's at least partially teasing though and he gives Kieren's hand a light squeeze, waiting just a moment longer for the dust to settle before stepping toward the mess.

"Is there one in here you like more than the rest. We could just leave it like this, too. The grounds people will be boggled."
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[personal profile] thebloodtraitor 2016-09-16 12:18 am (UTC)(link)
Sirius lets go so Kieren can rifle through the mess, discarding some of the bigger pieces and the smaller ones as well before deciding on one. He seems to test it in his hand before he grins up at Sirius. And Sirius grins right back.

"Starved, eh?" Sirius replies, reaching down to lightly ruffle Kieren's head. "That's still a bit of a new sensation, isn't it? D'you wanna go up to yours? 'Least we're not far. We could have sandwiches."
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[personal profile] thebloodtraitor 2016-09-16 06:19 pm (UTC)(link)
If Kieren's gained anything, Sirius hasn't noticed. There are a number of ways in which he looks different from before, obviously, but it's all in the color and texture of his skin, the warmth of him, the fall of his hair.

Grinning still, he reaches a hand out to help Kieren back to his feet. Briefly, he considers cleaning up the mess he's left, but figures it's worth leaving if only for the confusion it'll cause anyone who happens to walk past. "Something else?" Sirius remarks, arching an eyebrow as he starts heading toward the door. "Pray tell, what might you have in mind?"
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[personal profile] thebloodtraitor 2016-09-18 06:47 pm (UTC)(link)
"How's watching a film going to make you feel you're alive?" he asks with a quick laugh. "Could do that easily enough before, couldn't you? The backrub... well, I'll give you one if you return the favour."

He's joking, really. For the most part. It's not as though he needs any bribing to put his hands on Kieren though he also wouldn't turn down a backrub of his own if he can get one.
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[personal profile] thebloodtraitor 2016-09-19 05:15 am (UTC)(link)
It's not something he's thought about if he's honest, that Kieren couldn't really cry before. Perhaps he'd just taken such a thing for granted, but he supposes he can understand why it might be something Kieren would enjoy now that it's a possibility at all.

"Alright, a film then," he agrees as he opens the door and follows Kieren inside. "One of your choosing. And a backrub. Would you prefer that before or after?"
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[personal profile] thebloodtraitor 2016-09-19 04:25 pm (UTC)(link)
"Wouldn't a backrub distract you a bit?" Sirius argues, though he's more curious than truly arguing at all. Kieren's arm fits nicely around his waist and he calls the lift as he leans easily against him. "From feeling, I mean. Can't say I've been in the situation at all before, but I'd imagine it'd be a bit difficult to cry in sadness when I'm feeling someone rub all the aching muscles in my back."
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[personal profile] thebloodtraitor 2016-09-19 07:10 pm (UTC)(link)
"Oh, I can think of a few things we've yet to try, but I don't think they fall into this category," Sirius replies with a grin as they wait for the lift to show. "But tea and sandwiches and a terrible film sound like just the perfect thing for the afternoon."

The lift arrives then with a ding and Sirius steps in, Kieren right at his side and he glances down at the shard of granite still clutched in Kieren's hand before pressing the button for the second floor. Yes, he's well aware they could take the stairs, but he still hasn't quite gotten over the novelty of this sort of thing. "What are you going to do with that?" he asks as the doors slide closed. "Make a centerpiece out of it?"
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[personal profile] thebloodtraitor 2016-09-19 08:35 pm (UTC)(link)
"With flowers, you mean?" he asks, quirking an eyebrow. "Or a garden with vegetables that you actually plan on eating? Don't think it'd be weird to plant that sort of thing next to a bit of your gravestone?"

The lift comes to a slow stop then and as the doors ding open Sirius casually drops his hand to curl his fingers with Kieren's. "Also, if I'm to rub your back, I'm going to have to request that you take your shirt off. That's my one condition."